| Merry Chirstmas !
oh jingle bells. jingle bells, jingle all the wayyyy.
its christmas eve and im here at home doing absolutely nothing.
the tv's on. musics on. air conds on. im here on the laptop.
urrghh this sucks. everyones got their own thing to do. urrrghh.
its my fault im here anyway. hhmmm.
had a small kenduri yesterday for my results & also for athira.
hope she gets well soon. oh god please. but her dad says she's recovering
and she moved hospital today. been visiting her these few days.
mummy asked me about 'IT' today. i was so glad.
i didnt want to ask her about it but since she asked.. i havent
exactly gave an answer but i really want to. i dunno lah. haihh.
i still have a week to think this through.
im off now. tata :)
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| As I've grown, I've learned several things. Life is full of disappointments & people you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I've learned that often those you love will love someone else & there's only one way to fall; fast & hard. I've learned that out of thousands of smiles, it takes one to touch your heart. I've found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person's eyes. I've learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye & tears often come without invitation. I've learned crying can make us stronger & there is never too much love to go around. I've learned that prejudice helps no one & that weapons don't hurt people, people hurt people. I've learned sticks & stones may leave cuts and bruises but harsh words leave scars. I've found that every time you give someone a piece of your heart, it's a piece that you will never get back. I've learned the past is meant to be put behind us & we can't dwell on regrets, for what's done is done. I've learned that trusting yourself is the first step & that forgiving is remembering that helps your own heart more then theirs. I've found that family isn't always blood & everyone is someone's hero. I've learned life is unexpected & that God can do anything. I've learned some things aren't meant to be understood & that only time heals. I've found that imagination is our greatest gift & that we are meant to dream for a reason. I've learned it is never too late to fall in love & that being "beautiful" is all on the inside. Mistakes are our best teachers & everything happens for a reason. Only then can you live life to it's full & true potential |
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| im just gonna summaries everything.
to tired.
-- his leaving next week, who gives a fuck? go fly kite lah kay.
--next weeks pmr result. shit.
-- im worried about him.
-- the most nicest person ive met is sick. + im scared.
-- and somehow somethings are falling apart & somethings arent.
strikeeee 3. and youuuu're OUT! |
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| and after all this time, his still the one.
the only one that makes me laugh.
the butterflies just never when away.
♥
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